Thursday, July 21, 2011

don`t force me!!!

she was my (ex) close friend, she claimed we best friends !! i knew her since year 1998. sometimes i think that we would be so perfect for each other. but after many years of feeling trapped, the last thing i want to avoid her. i spent most of my life pleasing her, while suffering quietly myself, and 3 years ago i left her, that`s it !!! i`m done, baby...

it`s not easy, but we need to change,rite? i believe in second chances,  i just don`t think everyone deserves them. i gave her so many chances tough !!!

BUT, for the past these 3 years, (some) people around me keep telling forcing me to get back to her. i`m so stressed! don`t u know guys..i`ve my own personal issues for not contact her. come on, i`m only a human being, i just want to move on. *forgive & forget*



*google pic*


so please don`t force me...

14 comments:

Mr Lonely said...

walking here with a smile.. have a nice day ~ =D

Regards,
http://www.lonelyreload.com (A Growing Teenager Diary) ..

suituapui said...

I had a really good friend...but something went terribly wrong, so that's it! Life goes on, we just move on...

Pete said...

Just let go this type of friend....

yvonne said...

It's not worth to be unhappy because of an ungrateful friend. Live your life as you want, leaving her aside.

Merryn said...

ppl change.. just let go...

Alice Law said...

Just keep on wht u think it's the best for u, life is too short to keep bothered by other ppl!:)

Luciana said...

Mr Lonely, welcome to my blog, have a nice weekend,will hop urs :)

stp, yeah..i should move on and jangan pandang belakang lagi :)

Pete, TQ, go go away :)

yvonne, ungrateful!! yeah, the correct word :)

Merryn, she never noticed that she changes lots too, what a pity!

Alice, yeah..don`t bother lah :)

Bananazஇ said...

Friendship is like a bank account you deposit and withdraw...

Pou Leen said...

Do what your heart says.. Your heart knows best =)

Coffee Girl said...

I dont think i ever had a fallout that bad with anyone, but i have been (and still are) losing close friends... mostly due to geography, careers, and marriage. :-) Dont let people dictate your life, Lu. u know better. Have a nice Monday!

Luciana said...

Bananaz, got interest or not ;)

Luciana said...

Pou Leen, thanks dear :)

Luciana said...

Coffee Girl, thank u !!!
after left her, i feel so relief, oh gosh, should end this long time ago *grin*

Annie Q said...

Some people just not worth you to keep them. Follow your heart, if you feel happy just do it.

Eh, i love that picture, so cute!